Happy For You 가사

I'm showering twice a day And filling in empty gaps My sunlight has gone away So I embrace the crash I don't even have to shave I'll go to the laundromat I'm ordering out again You gotta pay for that And I'm terrified of running out of things to do I'm scared to fall in love, I'm scared to lose Scenarios I make up in my head untrue I know I shouldn't think like that No, I'm happy for you I'm putting my clothes away In neat, color coded stacks Arranging my records and Anything to distract 'Cause I saw your mom today It gave me a heart attack I tried something but I hid my face and laughed 'Cause I'm terrified of seeing you with someone new I'm scared of moving on, to face the truth These scenarios I make up in my head come true I know I shouldn't think like that No, I'm happy for you