Faded Mirrors 가사

Look into the mirror, I don’t see me anymore All these scars upon my wrist, they tell the story I ignore Pop another pill, let it burn my fucking core I just wanna close my eyes and never feel this war I'm just tryna fade away (fade away) Drown my pain in Novocaine (novocaine) My reflection’s lost its face I don’t recognize my name Smoke clouds fill the room, can’t escape this doom Demons whisper softly: You’ll be leaving soon God, if you can hear me, should I pull it now? Or should I wait until the voices take my body down? Mama said she loved me, but she left me in the dark Now I'm riding fast with a pistol in my heart If I vanish now, would they care at all? Or would my face just fade like bloodstains on the wall?