Phony 가사

Brought a rookie home Couldn't get it goin' So we just gave up Gave myself away To another, no I can't get enough Am I sick or phony? I don't really know me You can call my bluff Am I twisted, lonely? Think the world doth owe me So I hurt the ones, yeah The ones that mean the most to me The ones that feed the family 'Cause I've never had a healthy thing I've always been a solo bitch (Chemical imbalance or just some deeper shit?) And you ride, ride till the end of days And you try, even when you are not okay And you mean everything you do And you mean everything you say And you want everything to prove That you are not the one to blame That we are cool but are we cool? (Repentance on my lips, that's just the way it is) Awaken in distress Help like SOS Feel it drain my soul Could it be in my blood Is this ancestral mud An extreme ebb and flow? I dig my hands in earth I quench my body's thirst Add fire to the core Don't give into temptation Mind is always racing And I'm searching for Uniderstand, a little hope A plan I can manage, so I can manage My highs and lows (I didn't ask for this, I just want you to know) And you ride, ride till the end of days And you try, even when you are not okay And you mean everything you do And you mean everything you say And you want everything to prove That you are not the one to blame That we are cool but are we cool? And you ride, ride till the end of days And you try, even when you are not okay Brought a rookie home Couldn't get it goin' So we just gave up Gave myself away To another, no I can't get enough Am I sick or phony? I don't really know me You can call my bluff Am I twisted, lonely? I just think I'm hungry For some proper love