Eighteen 가사

I'm trying to figure this out And I don't know why I stayed here You're always on my mind And I just want to get away You let me down now It's my time to lead I've never felt this good my whole life I'm letting you down I'm on my own Try and tell me I won't survive It's time to let go I'm on my own They have always been right when they told me you were insane Now, I understand I should have listened to them You let me down now It's my time to lead I've never felt this good my whole life I'm letting you down I'm on my own Try and tell me I won't survive It's time to let go I'm on my own You don't bother me anymore Can't you see I'm finally [?] again I love to push you I've never felt this good my whole life I'm letting you down I'm on my own Try and tell me I won't survive It's time to let go I'm on my own