Chaos 가사

When the world gets quiet and everybody's dreaming I stay up late so I can finally hear myself think when I'm Far from home, I, I call up God on the telephone I say Hey, there girl, I don't know what I'm doing Think I made a mess of my life, my soul is twisted up and ruined I feel so alone, and the silence feels like a dial tone Some days I'm a fast car learning how to drive Driving 'round the mountain, gonna lose my mind Remind me where I'm going 'cause I don't know why Why I can't get satisfied Sometimes I'm a rollercoaster ride I ride around the bend and I close my eyes I don't know where I'm going, now I'm up too high Make it stop, I'm tired of the chaos The chaos I'm over all the stories, bullshit shit I enabled I thought my life would look a little bit more stable There's an earthquake in my mind While the wildfires burn outside Some days I'm a fast car learning how to drive Driving 'round the mountain, gonna lose my mind Remind me where I'm going 'cause I don't know why Why I can't get satisfied Sometimes I'm a rollercoaster ride I ride around the bend and I close my eyes I don't know where I'm going, now I'm up too high Make it stop, I'm tired of the chaos The chaos (oh) The chaos Oh, the chaos I don't know what's become of me (oh) I miss the Jersey girl I used to be Some days I'm a fast car learning how to drive Driving 'round the mountain, gonna lose my mind Remind me where I'm going 'cause I don't know why Why I can't get satisfied Sometimes I'm a rollercoaster ride I ride around the bend and I close my eyes I don't know where I'm going, now I'm up too high Make it stop, I'm tired of the chaos (the chaos) The chaos (ooh) The chaos (oh) Oh, the chaos I close my eyes, I see my dreams are changing I'm okay with it I'm alright