Alone 가사

Once again, life is killing me This time, I know there's no way back Left alone, abandoned Without any chance in tomorrow You're gone forever As I try to find a reason for this Endlessly wondering why You burned away all I was living for Remembrances are all I still own of you As I lie in my bed, drunk, confused Flashes of our past passing before my eyes Just like dying, endlessly dreaming of you Dreaming of forgotten words and smiles Trying to push away the need to harm myself I feel is growing deep inside of me I feel I will have to carve this pain upon my skin Loneliness arises from the past I will not bear this torment longer As I try to hide the painful tears Frustration increases in my soul Reminding when I felt so high Feeling nausea in my lungs, suffering As I try to sleep to heal this madness But this bed now seems to be like my tomb Now I know it's all too late to save me I keep on dreaming of past years I can't feel that warmth anymore You turned my existence in a terminal disease I know all I once called life ends today As you disappear forever, flying far away All emotions inside of me are dead and gone I can't stand this silence, but now I'm alone I'm alone Where have you gone when I needed you? Never again