Every Now And Again 가사

Every now and again I wonder Do you think of me? I may or may not think of you Just to keep my peace I'm fine as I can be And normally Thinking of you Only brings back the best of memories But every now and again I get something Always something Just something to remind me About those times back then Ah, I don't like thinking about this But I know I have to face Every rotten memory I have of you To erase, erase, erase I know we're both different now And that we've matured and grown But every now and again I fall back into my ways In all honesty I hope we move on just fine But for now, I'll be a mess So, thank you for granting me my downward spiral, I guess Those days are still so vivid So fresh inside my mind The anxiety comes back now It's like clockwork, every time I used to walk on eggshells everyday Just to speak to you To have those bitter insults hurled at me I just didn't know what I'd do Looking back now, I see more good than bad But there's still some instances That leave me thinking So it was really that bad? Every now and again I get something Always something Just something to remind me About those times back then Ah, I don't like thinking about this But I know I have to face Every rotten memory I have of you To erase, erase, erase I know we're both different now And we've matured and grown But every now and again I fall back into my ways In all honesty I hope we move on just fine But for now, I'll be a mess So, thank you for granting me my downward spiral, I guess These days I feel alone I've got few friends to call my own I so enjoy your presence now Because of how we've both changed But I guess there's still work I need to do Because I'm reminded of the past every single day So let me get this out And then I promise I'll move on This'll be the last one, I swear And then it'll all be gone I know you don't like thinking about this But we both have to face Every rotten memory that we share To erase, erase, erase I know we're both different now And we've matured and grown And every now and again We fall back into our ways In all honesty I know we'll move on just fine So for now, I'm moving on Like none of this ever happened