Up To me 가사

I remember when we used to speak Tell me how one day you're gonna leave You turned your back and there was no one there Have ever been walking down the street Hoping there would be someone new to meet You looked around but there was no one there Are the questions in my head? Are the answers in my hands? Its up to me and what I said To try and understand I find it kind of strange that there's a million ways For a person to say what's okay In my attempt to define write from wrong I guess I failed to see your insecurity You don't want to hurt them anymore