Colorblind 가사

I was wrong and I'm sorry for that Things just haven't been the same since I got my mind back And I try to hide the pain, but I'm never good at that You can love me, you can hate me, I just want my soul back And if there really is no God, then who the fuck is in my head Planting seeds of deceit? I guess this must be the end They say the grass is always greener on the other side But every time I try, I go colorblind I've been having fuckin' trouble sleeping Every thought that's in my head Is tellin' me to lose my grip and just end it No God to pray to, I have nothing left I thought this life was something more than itself I'm going crazy, can't trust myself So please just let me go and try to find hope And if I lose myself, I know I'll always be alone