reason is gone 가사

reason is gone this brain is out of practice thinking is alien it's alien to me the day is through the lights are off and i'm alone again electrons comfort me the television is my only friend there was a time that i swore this would never happen to me i look for inspiration like i've done so many times there's something missing here i can't define would you like to come to a place inside my head or would you like to watch me fall asleep instead indecision, television takes my mind away growing stronger how much longer will things be this way i look at my close friends they wear expressions of concern they don't want me to forget all that they think i've learned i've explained my situation but why can't they see friday's just another night for me now there's a feeling that i get when i'm at peace with all i see and it's a rare time that i spend with no one else around but me these moments are so precious now getting better just like wine but wine won't make me happy there was a time i thought it would i thought it could i thought it should now turned around i'm looking down there's nothing there but i can still see myself a lonely boy