Absolutely Nothing 가사

I'm finding that I'm following in footsteps I've always warned myself against And trust me, I never wanted to feel okay knowing where they led It kills me to think that I have to face my inconsistencies And realize that there's a big difference between Who I am and who I want to be These city lights have never looked so beautiful And so dull at the same time I know I only want what I can't have Because I'm too afraid of taking what I can But I'll hold on to every ounce of uncertainty Because that's what's keeping me alive I know I only want what I can't have Because I'm too afraid of taking what I can And I know I only want what I can't have Because I'm too afraid of taking what I can But I'll hold on to every ounce of uncertainty Because that's what's keeping me alive