This Is Now 가사

I was broken Shut down, running 'round Pushing out everyone that I know Left the cut open Bleeding out I'm barely leaving flesh on the bones The infinite sadness, it won't seem to die It keeps me awake like a goddamn all night And I've been so hopeless, with nowhere to go Yeah, you changed what I thought I know I thought I find it somewhere on the road Find it in somebody's name I don't know I gave it up trying to make a way out The only man left as the ship is going down I'm not saying you saved me but oh I've been found That was then, this is now I'm turning pages Looking back on what I had On what I was before you came along It's amazing You stopped me from From doing what we know I would have done Oh, I'm finding demons but man I ain't strong Trying to fix them with the words in this song I worship your pacience, you could've just gone You're the only thing I didn't get wrong Thought I find it somewhere on the road Find it in somebody's name I don't know I gave it up trying to make a way out The only man left as the ship is going down I'm not saying you saved me but oh I've been found That was then, this is now That was then, this is That was then, this is now