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Can't believe the things that I have turned to, turned to Shame, pain, in the darkness, oh it haunts you, haunts you Finding too much comfort in the darkness, heartless And now even the sunrises feel dangerous, I hate this I can't sleep I can't breath 'Cause I, I'm terrified of myself Oh why, I've been burning up in my hell My heart's cold, all alone Fear this harm feels like home These old bones, don't you know Fragile and frail 'Cause I can't Can't believe the things that I have turned to, turned to Shame, pain, in the darkness, oh it haunts you, haunts you 'Cause I, I'm terrified of myself Oh why, I've been burning up in my hell I don't yet know, is this the end of my road 'Cause I, I'm terrified of myself In the dark When my head and lights are low Don't you dare leave me alone Only then is when I know My heart has broke Can't believe the things that I have turned to, turned to Shame, pain, in the darkness, oh it haunts you, haunts you N the dark Where I give up all control In the dark Have I given up my soul 'Cause I, I'm terrified of myself Oh why, I've been burning up in my hell I don't yet know, is this the end of my road 'Cause I, I'm terrified of myself I don't want to end myself I'm terrified of myself I just want to love myself