Deconstructing My Life 가사

This is the begining and this is the end As of my birth i started to die Thousands of suffering lives in my heart Thousands of questions burn into my head Black coulds over my head Deconstructing my life My ship has began to sink Deconstructing my life I have failed my mission Deconstructing my life Help me, i must escape now Deconstructing my life I'm oppressing myself I'm not living, i'm just existing I'm limiting myself My dreams i will never fullfill Why so much pain? Hatred flows in my veins Running to face the storm Under pressure i'm falling I don't want to become what i hate But i am not the one i think I can't understand what is happening to me I need reflexion, leave me alone I can't ignore it anymore Now it's time to confront Restricted to nothingness Caught in my endless vortex Listen to the sadness of silence There is nothing more to say I'm digging my grave everyday, Cause i'm gonna die anyway!