Catastrophic Lover 가사

I never want to be the one To pull the trigger on the gun When it's time I'm really good at holding on Even when I know it's wrong At least it's mine And I always seem to get off track Picking up all the slack I know it doesn't serve me Bittersweet distraction Licking your wounds tending to mine Harmful chain reaction I'm bleeding myself out all of the time Pull and push and pull We were not made for each other I'll still think of you fondly My catastrophic lover I'm trying really hard to find All the things I left behind before you I don't know where to start You have left my heart in two Never gonna get it back Picking up all the slack I know you don't deserve me Bittersweet distraction Licking your wounds tending to mine Harmful chain reaction I'm bleeding myself out all of the time Pull and push and pull We were not made for each other I'll still think of you fondly My catastrophic lover There's been a change now A pale amber glow I'm bleeding I'm screaming I'm waiting for you to let me go Bittersweet distraction Licking your wounds tending to mine Harmful chain reaction I'm bleeding myself out all of the time Pull and push and pull We were not made for each other I'll still think of you fondly My catastrophic lover I'll still think of you fondly My catastrophic lover