Extremely Dark Days 가사

I can´t even remember when the sun died There´s just drabness in my mind Why should I explain that even breathing is so tiring On a crossing leading to the other side Leave me lying calmly under the creased blanket, Let me doze off and go away Darken the room with autumnal twilight Open the windows to freezing air Yesterday I observed the sky, awaiting a ray of light But all I could see around me was completely dark, As reconciled flesh leisurely consumed by eternal night Through the mouth of Mors, with every new breath I am inhaling death Falling into a warm volcanic throat Never to be born again Relief´s waiting at the end of the road Deliverance from torturous pain Why are you telling me merciful drivel about the will to live? My power is gone, just a pre-mortal feeling deep inside of me My train is brought to a standstill in a neglected terminal station Just howling of forsaken dogs as a closing oration The awaited morning is not coming again Night simply turned into another one Every look back hurts as a knife stab in brain. Flashbacks are bringing me down Today´s winners stand on the opposite shore Glad they are saved for another day Everyhting that could be lost……is lost Such an extremely dark day!