Depersonalisation 가사

There's no door in these cold walls surrounded by the infinite My card is reading cardiac my thoughts won't seem to comprehend Why? The lost sentence, in varieties of religious experience The truth: a direful legacy, has driven me to my knees I'm hurt Pschiatric disbelieve, "good luck when you're panoplied" A force divided by slavery, a senseless futility A must to see the unholy state, in which I was held for a while A study in grief taking over my mind, as I declared my soul to behind Just longing for the first day, to say, I'm back this time I'm here to stay Can't you see the one aspect, that makes my gift to innocence The metaphysics were caressed, by every bit of air I breathed In lustfulness I've lost, a loser without a name, must be my contribute Your trust, the effort of ficticiousness, my grief is compelling me The sign, the sign is for all to see, I know what to do with thee Waverer, to bewail, led defeats Engrossing my fate, my heart's decadence, capitulation Time to intrude, to declare the fate, an angel will fall My aspiration, you beg, the iteration, imbibes, as only you can I've tried, to leave this fucking hell