Giving Up 가사

Life hasn't found a way to kill me yet Consumed in a way of constant dread I give up I can't find purpose I remain alive with nothing to stand beside Most find this as paradise I don't see the twisted image that's in their eyes I can't see the light Hidden in a world of darkened clouds I've grown tired of the torment Pushing me to my limits Pushing me I can't see the light Grey trees on rotting hills Restless I falter Pushed my limits Unable to stand On my own Constantly losing sleep No touch of sanity I can't fucking think straight I don't get it I don't understand I don't know why I even fucking try I'm just fucked, I'm just waiting to die No will to live I'm giving, I've given up No will to live I've given up I am the darkness I am the negligence Bound to my knees I've accepted my defeat Chisle my name and inscribe the dates Collect the rubble and build a monument of my life Abolish me from this forsaken plane My veins swell with anger My focus fades, blood-lust and rage My veins swell with anger Sowing the seeds of violence Sealing my coffin with my own tainted blood Once the bastard child, forever the dead man Never rendering the emptiness But slowly becoming the shadows A man without salvation Forever convicting myself I stumble towards nothingness I'm falling I'm giving in Witness my collapse Watch my shadow disappear I've grown tired I'm tired of getting back up