Inside This Life 가사

Born, lost you mothercuker, without a shred of love This hate I couldn't conquer, and now i'm bleeding That pain is in my eyes and this I can't forgive Life turned into suffering And I can't see you with my eyes And I can't breathe inside this life Damn you fucking coward, I was just a little boy So weak, you couldn't hold me, then you abandoned me I'll try to live my life, I'll try to understand Why this child was starved of a family This was in 1985 and I still have a feeling that I'm not alive Don't want to be inside this life, watch me walk You're the man I'll never be All my life you hide I seek Life turned into suffering