Predetermined 가사

When I heard about your demise There wasn’t a part of me that felt surprised An unavoidable end for my first best friend You drifted away at a most impressionable age Fell in with a darker world, always chasing a different girl Letting your loneliness lead you somewhere it could multiply and truly thrive Despite my lack of shock I still felt my stomach drop I thought about your sister and what the fuck this will do to her What about your parents? No one should outlive one of their kids I tried my best to keep it together in front of your family and friends All with matching expressions in a room missing a coffin On the way home it hit me like a ton of bricks Listening to lights went out thinking about the life you missed My heart breaks My heart breaks Only in photographs can I see your face