Can't Turn It Off 가사

My head won't shut up tonight I tried I tried Eyes wide open at 3 AM Same ceiling, same thoughts again Every word I never said Comes back louder inside my head I smile right, I walk straight But my mind's always running late Too many voices, none are kind I'm tired of living inside my mind! Pressure stacking, layer by layer I'm not weak, just worn and frayed If I stay quiet, I'll break in half So let me! I wanna scream till my throat gives out There's a war in my head I can't drown out Tired mind, broken inside I'm still standing, but barely holding I wanna scream, let it rip through me If I don't, this silence will bury me I don't need saving, just let me breathe Let me scream so I don't disappear! Hands on my head, can't slow it down Too much noise, I might break now Brain on fire, but my body's cold Carrying weight nobody knows They say relax: Like it's that easy If it was, I'd already be free I'm not dramatic, I'm overloaded Every small thing feels corroded I don't hate life, I hate this cage Built from thoughts I can't escape Heartbeat skipping, breathing tight I fight myself every single night If I don't let this out right now I wanna scream till my throat gives out There's a war in my head I can't drown out Tired mind, broken inside I'm still standing, but barely holding I wanna scream, let it rip through me If I don't, this silence will bury me I don't need saving, just let me breathe Let me scream so I don't disappear I don't wanna be strong today I just wanna feel okay If pain's the only proof I'm real Then hear me when I yell I wanna scream, hear me now I'm not broken, just burned out Tired mind, broken inside I refuse to fade quietly I wanna scream, this is my truth All this noise is bleeding through I won't vanish, I won't fold My voice is tired, but still bold I screamed Because silence was killing me