Sadness 가사

Every night I lie awake And I wait, and I wait And every day it's all the same It's the same, who's to blame? And I can't eat today And I can't breathe today I am everything I hate I'm fake, a mistake And everybody feels like me They're the same, we're the same But I can't be close to them And I can't get close to anyone And everything I see it makes me want to kill myself The birds, the trees, it all dies And everyone I meet reminds me of myself Love them, loathe them, yeah, they'll all die But since I'm here, I'm stuck, I've got time, it's all mine And all I really want I want to be a part of this cesspit And I want to live and love, just like everybody else does