Pitiful 가사

If my days are numbered, why the hell am I obsessed? With the way we wandered to a place I can't accept Everything looks different, I don't recognize my friends Why'd you make them hate me? You inspire the pain I spread (spread) I could be mad, I could black out, relapse and go out bad (bad) Am I to blame? Thinking we could relive it like the past (past) Tryna move on, tell me how I'm not s'posed to not look back (back) At what we had? I see the best in you When you make me Cry, there's nothin' you could do To change my mind What's it gonna take for me to finally hate you? What's the point of prayin'? No one's gonna save you Love it when I break, I'm stuck here in this ritual You think I'm pitiful, so pitiful Yeah, and I'd be crazy to believe in us It's been a trip straight from hell, I couldn't make it up, yeah Still, I'm scared to ever break it up You came for love, but now it seems you got a taste for blood, yeah This ain't no TV I can't just turn you off, you're all around me I would erase these thoughts but I got receipts Just to remind me, it got so out of hand (hand) I could be mad, I could black out, relapse and go out bad (bad) Am I to blame? Thinking we could relive it like the past (past) Tryna move on, tell me how I'm not s'posed to not look back (back) At what we had? What's it gonna take for me to finally hate you? What's the point of prayin'? No one's gonna save you Love it when I break, I'm stuck here in this ritual You think I'm pitiful, so pitiful I see the best in you When you make me Cry, there's nothin' you could do To change my mind What's it gonna take for me to finally hate you? What's the point of prayin'? No one's gonna save you Love it when I break, I'm stuck here in this ritual You think I'm pitiful, so pitiful