That Lost War 가사

I wonder how I did it all wrong I wonder how it seemed to me In that very first moment I felt relieved I was eating myself alive And the crumbs I stepped in Left no more scars Upon my brain I’ve been afraid of time for so long Oh that lost war We all keep turning back And from time to time I remember, yes I remember That I gotta forget Still don’t know to forget I left my soul stains Drown into new rain And what once was right I exhale while it dies And it keeps me alive And I must believe in it In my heart The sound of a heart It makes all my tears come true Believe me or not Maybe dying is part of the purpose of being infinite I left my soul stains Drown into new rain And what once was right I exhale while it dies And it keeps me alive I left my soul stains Drown into new rain And what once was right I exhale while it dies And it keeps me alive