Absconder 가사

Check my pulse Listen close to the evening grow What's the perspective like? I'm trying to control it Staying wired All set up To be purged again Oh, I'm the absconder, searching for respite I thought I had it all figured out Spilled my cold heart onto the asphalt Made sure my reasons for sorrow would remain Did let the lack of serotonin define my name When I all ever wanted was to make you smile again Soaring words To invoke the starless energy But I'm long since gone I'm wasted, baby Constant need to depart And slip through the cracks of the divine closure Constant need to depart And slip through the cracks of the divine closure I'm reaching for oblivion Constant need to depart And slip through the cracks of the divine closure Constant need to depart (I'm reaching for oblivion) And slip through the cracks of the divine closure (Let me rest my heart in the quiet of the dark) I thought I had it all figured out Spilled my cold heart onto the asphalt Made sure my reasons for sorrow would remain Did let the lack of serotonin define my name When I all ever wanted was to make you smile again