Looking 가사

I went looking for a winter Meant to match my splintered heart But all the world was hot as passion Fashionably fevered art I came drunk and wildly reeling Blaming no one feeling pain But all the world had caught me staring Wearing my own private rain Windows of the past Shadows of tommorow Sorrows never last Shallow ears may borrow All the pain you share Call the rain your fare For the taxi to a paradise You might believe in once or twice In hopes of meeting someone nice Who's never really there I tried looking for a lover Hiding my scar-covered soul But all the world was watching cruelly Duly noting each dead coal I stood waiting to be wanted Should I show undaunted pride? But all the world had found me empty Tempting me to turn and hide