Fading Lately 가사

I've been finding reasons To tell myself that I'm not really here or there much I've been making scrapbooks Of all the places I would like to go when I'm home And I've got ways to disappear And now I can't find my way out of here Am I really here? I don't know where I've been lately All I see is myself fading I don't know who I've been lately All I see is this place fading I've been playing dress up Trying to find a sweater that makes sense, given the climate I've been wearing glasses To let myself see the blurry mess, that I've yet to relate with And I've got ways to disappear And now I can't find my way out of here Am I really here? I don't know where I've been lately All I see is myself fading I don't know who I've been lately All I see is this place fading I just need to watch some TV To get a better sense of what I shouldn't be I didn't use breadcrumbs and now I'm stuck in this place I left my compass at home and now I can't find my way I just didn't, I just need, and now I can't find my way I don't know where I've been lately Everything has changed vaguely I don't know who I've been lately All I see is this place fading I don't know where I've been lately All I see is myself fading