Didn't Even Try 가사

So after all you never kid yourself alone. See you standing senile ever overblown. I knew a chance of changing back would re-appear again. But I can jump right over you say when. Tell me driver I can't seem to understand, Better be the leader than to hold the major's hand. Looking forward I can see a happy tree; A normal unaffected family. So what d'you mean? You didn't even try. But it's alright with me, I can hold myself, I know myself. Hold on tight and you can feel the strain. But it's alright with me, I can change. Driving by, Hello, remember me amour? I'm the dandy member that you once adored. Mirrored in the window underneath a sunny glare. A reflection only you could bear. Never ending nightmares you present to me. Knowing that the problem is the problem that I see. Certain self control preventing unashamed from doing what I might regret again.