Starting Over 가사

What's it look like in your city? Take a picture, send it to me Oh, I think you're kinda busy, I won't ask again How have you been sleeping lately? Are you homesick? Do you hate me? That's not fair of me to say I'm overthinking it Staying here was for the best till it felt like being left I should really go to bed, I'm tired and selfish 'Cause I know I'm not the most important anymore Yeah, that's the consequence of getting out and growing older I'm not angry, it's 'cause I miss you a little more Yeah, that's what happens when you're not the one who's starting over I'm the bad friend, I just envy All this precious time you're spending With someone, while I'm pretending That it doesn't hurt Is it my head? It's so convincing Screaming you'll forget to miss me Watch as I just stop existing in your world 'Cause I know I'm not the most important anymore Yeah, that's the consequence of getting out and growing older I'm not angry, it's 'cause I miss you a little more Yeah, that's what happens when you're not the one who's starting over And I'm so happy that you found yourself You're breathing better, I can tell It's the only thing that soothes the sting of not having you around (having you around) Maybe I've just been too scared to leave Clinging to childish beliefs That I could have you forever When that's not how life works out God, I need to get a grip Deal with my co-dependent shit And maybe give my old self what I owe her Yeah, I think, maybe, it's time for me to start over