Why Didn't I Die? 가사

I've put my trust in all your senses And I've put down all my defences All to let you peek inside the abyss that I try to hide I've tried to open up my eyes And started lifting my disguise All to let you peek inside The darkness that I try to hide Back in the days, everything seemed allright Back in the days, the sun was bright (it hurt me) Why did the darkness go away Why did I long for the new day Why did I look up into the sky Asking myself: Why didn't I die? I've put my trust in all my senses And put up all my defences All to close up again and hide And not to let you peek inside I tried so hard to close my eyes started improving my disguise All to close up again and hide And not to let you peek inside.