Merric Sympathiser 가사

It starts right now Stake my claim for the throne of incompetence Come last at everything - every time I have failed at all i have attempted Childhood goals tipped and up-ended And you just look at me and say i fucking told you so You're not the king of me i'm the king of me So why do i still beg for your attention My name remains a filthy word unfit for you to mention I'm fucking shit, i'm really sick I cannot cope, i don't think i can put up with it Here we go again - headlong into another scene I put hands over my eyes and try to hide It never changes, i've never lived up to your expectations I am the cancer in your life - i am a burden And all the times i tried my best, it's never good enough Cause every time i fail the tests - i'm just not good enough Too fucking stupid, too fucking dull I can never live up to what you want from me I've only just begun to find my feet And you kick them right out from under me I can't compete, this isn't fair i'm the circle that cannot fit the square Lying awake, cannot sleep Play over in my mind all that you've done to me I smile outside - inside i'm screaming And silently - in my mind i'll always be your enemy i am your enemy