Only After 가사

well here's now some world news I'm gonna tell you I still hide it deep inside, but I no longer can fuck blessed for all what you once said, I can't even argue what is it now, what will you do ? You'll cheat yourself ! but maybe I'm a fool, for I believed in true love now all you brought to life is dying by your hell won't waste another day I'm here to run away - ahead won't feel you, just see you, I'm only after I don't mind to, but miss you, I'm only after I denied you, it relieves you, that I'm only after still love you, it won't help you I'm still only after you one day we'll come to terms that reason wasn't bad for it made us great and tall but never feel aware but peace of mind will never come, so dark but far true as long as we deny we need a heart instead (as well) don't waste another day I'm here to run away - ahead