ill 가사

Wanna hear something psychotic? I look at your pictures all the time You were wearing that dress, I bought it Blame my sadistic, idle mind Bet you're on your best behaviour I remember nights when we were trashed Never took you for a traitor, turned around and stabbed me in the back I feel like an idiot Pictures on the internet The way you're smiling next to him, oh I shouldn't look but I will It all just makes me ill I should move on with my life Swallow the jaggedest pill I shouldn't care, but I do It should be me and not you Guess I'm not over it still It all just makes me ill Ill (It all just makes me) Now I'm seeing you two together Seems like you're hanging out a lot Guess he must like you better And you deserve each other, God! Can't a girl get an explanation? Scratch that, I don't want to know Late nights I fight temptation I know exactly where it goes I feel like an idiot Sucking on a cigarette So pathetic, isn't it? Oh I shouldn't look but I will It all just makes me ill I should move on with my life Swallow the jaggedest pill I shouldn't care, but I do It should be me and not you Guess I'm not over it still It all just makes me ill Ill (It all just makes me) Well look at you, you found your match Your picture perfect other half I'm just another artifact, ah And even though it hurts to watch It also kinda gets me off Knowing that I just can't stop I just can't stop I shouldn't look but I will It all just makes me ill I should move on with my life Swallow the jaggedest pill I shouldn't care, but I do It should be me and not you Guess I'm not over it still It all just makes me ill Ill (It all just makes me) (It all just makes me)