Just Attention / Patterns 가사

Fuck you if you're the girl back home he's waiting on Fuck whatever magic you possess Fuck the way that I've got no idea what you look like But I know your worst is better than my best And fuck the way that he'll go home and he'll play the saint And you won't ever hear about the girl from out of state And fuck the way that it ends up being you that I hate instead of him Fuck the way he claims this isn't about me Fuck the fact that he said it when he was drunk And fuck the way that it's still disappointing When sexual attraction doesn't turn into like And like doesn't turn into love And fuck the way that I'm still going to get on a plane To go and visit that boy in another state And fuck the way that it ends up being me that I hate instead of him 'Cause we weren't even dating, and Neither were they So even if I wanted to What could I say? Oh, 'cause it's partially my fault For assuming I meant more to him, and I'll Take some of the blame because I accepted the love he was willing to give But that wasn't really love at all Just attention Fuck the way this airline won't exchange or refund my ticket Fuck the fact that self respect means staying home And fuck the way that he gets to play the game And ends up happy, while I lose two hundred dollars And I end up alone And fuck the way that dignity hurts so bad And that I have to lose something I never even had And fuck the way it's the situation that I hate instead of him He was planning to forget me while I was planning how to stay He got drunk on distance, 'cause distance made things feel safe I was just some silly girl, I meant nothing to him Convenience was the catalyst and he swears to her It'll never happen again 'Cause after all we were just friends No, we weren't even dating, and Neither were they So even if I wanted to What could I say? Oh, 'cause it's partially my fault For assuming I meant more to him, and I'll Take some of the blame because I accepted the love he was willing to give But that wasn't really love at all Just attention Fuck the way that it took me writing this song To figure it out it was him I should've hated All along I am good at noticing patterns I have been hurt before I tend to be overly cautious Because people want me and then they get bored So I build walls Instead of bridges I learn to protect myself Because every time I love someone They always lose interest And find it in someone else So I am good at noticing patterns That's why I'm good at noticing patterns