Self Abnegation 가사

Serenity confronts the dark hours I wish the blues wouldn't reach me now You dwell in shadows, I pay the price This void is ours, hidden in daylight Once I thought I would not care If all ice fell on me Once I thought I could risk But now I'm afraid, All around is so warm and bright Whereas we are fading shades of gray Walking the streets with a weight in my heart The touch is unreal I stumble, fall apart Yet I wish you could see me inside If I'm gonna be your shooting star Wish on me tonight I touch my kiss-swollen lips I can't believe it's all doomed forevermore But I wish I wouldn't be only The same song in your mind- luring me I find myself trying not to think- I feed on crumbles As you walk the streets And pass me by - you exist to mesmerize Those feelings scattered and dismissed everywhere The touch that lingers untouched The smell still inebriates me It is your presence