The Break 가사

Everyday I wake try not to get lost Try to hear myself, try to be my own boss See I gotta problem with self preservation Everything is time and it's all I've been wastin' But not in the way you might think I've bin tryna swim here, hope I never sink Then my heart goes black and I'm back on the brink Give it all I got, then it's gone in a blink Then the mayors drunk at a party and he tells me that I'm doin' everything all wrong I wanna disappear, drowned in my beer But I just try to move on I bend, I break, I bend, I break I bend, I break, I bend, I break Every night I sleep try to get a little rest Try to dream sweet and forget I'm not the best 'Cause I fight with myself all day like I'm crazy And my mom keeps askin' when they're gonna pay me We all wanna make somethin' last Wanna live long but don't wanna let it pass And ya can't hold on Shotgun blast Give it all I got then it's gone in a flash Then the basement floods with tears and I can't say where this went wrong Tryna catch my breath, if I have some left, I'll tell you I'm not gone I bend, I break, I bend, I break I bend, I break, I bend, I break You know I'm gonna smash it Burn trees to ashes Gold on the highway Whatever comes my way We roll, today, forever You know I'm gonna smash it Burn trees to ashes Gold on the highway Whatever comes my way You know I'm gonna smash it Burn trees to ashes Gold on the highway Whatever comes my way I bend, I break, I bend, I break I bend, I break, I bend, I break