So Far 가사

I want this life to change Though I wont bother It seems to punish me I swear I'm only The one that everyone Can loose their patients I'm so pathetic And I wishing for this The only time I get to have my way Is when I don't act the same? I don't want To play these games Please don't let me see your face Chorus: I fall, so far And I can't get up I fall, so hard And now I can't get up I won't remain the same My conscience left me The way I act sometimes Can end so simply I shut my mouth Because you all damn hate me I want to know And I am wishing for this (Repete 2 estrofe) (Chorus) I hide in my corner And hope for the shelter Contemptuous strains that I feel It's ripping it's tearing And I cannot bear this This turn That I wait for is here (Chorus) I can't get up I can't get up I can't get up