Eighteen 가사

I had that same dream again I dreamed I was an old man dyin' and tryin' to repent and facing consequences for all the shit I've put up with But now I've run out of steam a broken backed nostalgiac no chance left to redeem I'm longing for my heyday give me a change to live again IF ONLY I WERE EIGHTEEN AGAIN I WOULD SPEND ALL MY TIME TRYIN' TO REMEMBER WHEN .....WAS I THAT MUCH HAPPIER THEN? IF ONLY I WERE EIGHTEEN AGAIN.... And now I'm older it seems well at least while I sleep deep within my anxiety dreams I comb my hair on over put my teeth in and give a grin I recollect and reflect loves lost at too much cost' my conscience full of regret and if I wake up I hope this better be a better day IF ONLY I WERE EIGHTEEN AGAIN I WOULD SPEND ALL MY TIME TRYIN' TO REMEMBER WHEN .....WAS I THAT MUCH HAPPIER THEN? IF ONLY I WERE EIGHTEEN AGAIN.... The real truth of youth is innocence is a blessed and a cursed simulcast The simple fact is that I'm sick of every song that dwells on the past But still I go on writing how long can my discontentment last? When I wake from my dream reality kicks in and I grinned just wonderin' what it means the whole world screams "grow up" and I know I can, but I don't know when!