Numb 가사

Ah-ah-ah Oh-oh Ah-ah Oh-oh I'm tired of shaping myself to their design Living like a shadow of a life that isn't mine Every word they throw just pulls me further down Like I'm trapped inside a storm I can't outrun I don't know what they expect from me tonight Every step feels like I'm losing one more fight All the pressure building louder in my chest Trying to turn me into someone else instead (Sinking under the surface, breathing without air) Every step I take feels like a silent tear (Sinking under the surface, lost in empty air) I'm trying to rebuild myself again I feel so numb, like the world can't reach inside me Everything is spinning and I can't think clearly I'm drifting out like pluto in the dark All I ever wanted from the start Was to be more me and less of you But it's driving me out of my mind Can't you see the weight you're putting on my soul? Every expectation taking all control I'm suffocating slowly in your perfect plan Like I was never meant to be the person that I am Everything you thought you'd build inside of me Falls apart the moment that I try to breathe Now the truth is standing right before your eyes I'm not the version you designed (Sinking under the surface, breathing without air) Every step I take feels like a silent tear (Sinking under the surface, lost in empty air) I'm trying to rebuild myself again I feel so numb, like the world can't reach inside me Everything is spinning and I can't think clearly I'm drifting out like pluto in the dark All I ever wanted from the start Was to be more me and less of you But it's driving me out of my mind Maybe silence is the only way to heal Maybe distance is the only thing that's real If I disappear inside this endless night At least I'll know I'm finally living my own life (Life) (Life) Sinking under the surface, breathing without air Every step I take feels like a silent tear Sinking under the surface, lost in empty air I'm trying to rebuild myself again (again, again) I feel so numb, like the world can't reach inside me (oh, yeah-yeah) Everything is spinning and I can't think clearly (yeah, yeah yeah) I'm drifting out like pluto in the dark All I ever wanted from the start Was to be more me and less of you But it's driving me out of my mind Ah-ah-ah Oh-oh Ah-ah Oh-oh