healing (feat. gnash) 가사

I'm overdone and under pressure Am I ever getting better? And I'm sorry if I let you down God, I wish that I was younger Jealous of my little brother Wish I knew then what I don't know now The second that I open up, I close The door into my room and let it go If it's only me and the me in the mirror Do I hug? Do I love? Do I fear her? Am I enough? I don't know I'm healing And I'm doing my best, am I good at All the things that I say that I should have? Let me guess, I don't know I'm healing When the fire burns the feelings I don't show The only thing that's left to lose is hope (yeah) I'm healing I'm healing I thought I left all this hurt and pain in the past I try my best, but I'm walking on broken glass And I'm sorry if I let you down But you know I didn't mean to I knew this movie was coming, I've seen the previews I mix the sugar and medicine on my teaspoon Emotional rollercoaster, jump up and down in my bed Regretting every breath, every word that I never said The second that I open up, I close The door into my room and let it go If it's only me and the me in the mirror Do I hug? Do I love? Do I fear her? Am I enough? I don't know I'm healing And I'm doing my best, am I good at All the things that I say that I should have? Let me guess, I don't know I'm healing When the fire burns the feelings I don't show The only thing that's left to lose is hope I'm healing I'm healing (The second that I open up, I close) I'm healing (The door into my room and let it go) I'm healing