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I feel the sunset When it starts to dawn Every sea I'm in I think if it would hurt that much To make myself drown I don't feel Blood running through my veins End up with me Would end up all of my pain? Ruined everything Don't you ever trust my hands I broke my heart Pulled all my bends Was all my fault Why am I still trying? I'm dying Already dead Soon I might die and I didn't tried love Nothing that makes me myself Ever seemed enough No one as never had me as a priority (as a priority) All that I try to do end up terribly The lasting love is hurting early I don't want to Keep this painful What did I did to deserve this? I don't want to Seem ungrateful But I just wish I never existed Ruined everything Don't you ever trust my hands I broke my heart Pulled all my bends Always my fault Why am I still trying? I'm dying Already dead Hmm, oh Hmm, oh no Oh, oh I don't want this mind abuse Oh, let me live I can't do it I can't leave it I can't, I can't, I can't End myself I don't want to To exist I'm a freak