All About Me 가사

Looking at the broken mirror in my room I feel a tear Fall down my face as I tumble apart I am always on my own, I found some comfort all alone But something hurts inside - my crippled heart I thought that love would come for me And I would finally be happy But being a recluse is failing me Everyone I have feelings for just laughs at me or just ignore So I think I may have to say goodbye I sit in my room in the dark away from all the public sparks If I stay in here I might fade away Then everyone will wonder why They never got to say goodbye The guilt will eat them up in heart and head I only ever wanted love but I was stupid, it is tough Just waiting for someone to want me too I cannot make the effort now, crippled by my own self doubt I wish someone was here to help me through But in my head I'm having fun And in my head I'm number one Cos in my head I turn you on But in real life I am just dumb I'm fed up of people being so sad Because they just got dumped, I've never felt affection So be quiet They say they all feel so let down But I know love will come back round and make them happy As I stand and wait I'm told I'm sweet and funny too so why do I feel so blue? Nothing I have ever done has worked I know I'm going to die alone so shut the door Cut off the phone - sympathy is something I'll live without But in my head I'm having fun And in my head I'm number one Cos in my head I turn you on But in real life I am just dumb It's better to have loved and lost than to be like me Devoid of anything, my heart only beats to bleed I stay in bed throughout the day, I can't even masturbate I've lost all sense of pleasure in my bones The world outside is full of fun but I'm left out by everyone I don't want them to feel I'm on my own I miss the rain, I miss the stars and buttercups Out where you are, but inside is the only place I'm safe Outside there is no love for, people queue up to forget me It's better if I hide and waste away But in my head I'm having fun And in my head I'm number one Cos in my head I turn you on But in real life I am just dumb It's better to have loved and lost than to be like me So just leave me alone as I die holding hands with insanity