Dismay 가사

Why should I live the same life Over and over again? I'm tired of the reflux Should I be always the same? All these days brought me dismay Though I got other things to say The memory won't go away It will stay, it will stay Do I have any choice? Do I have a voice? Can I make some noise? Can't I run away? And stay away Far away If I begin to crawl Get me up again If I'm feeling small Put my seeds on the rain And if I feel dead Beat my face until I wake And if I feel sad Stop me now from break Again Sometimes I feel nervous Lost inside I don't want to live everyday The same old life I lived it all so many times Trying to feel alive But all I've got was a bad portion In wich I had to dive so many times Do I have any choice? Do I have a voice? Can I make some noise? Can't I run away? And stay away Far away If I begin to crawl Get me up again If I'm feeling small Put my seeds on the rain And if I feel dead Beat my face until I wake And if I feel sad Stop me now from break Again I don't want to follow The same leaders again I've seen it all And I can't comprehend How we're still so fucked up In the same shitty place? What are the scary things That we're avoiding to face? If I begin to crawl Get me up again If I'm feeling small Put my seeds on the rain And if I feel dead Beat my face until I wake And if I feel sad Stop me now from break If I begin to crawl Get me up again If I'm feeling small Put my seeds on the rain And if I feel dead Beat my face until I wake And if I feel sad Stop me now from break Again Again Again Again Again