Only October 가사

Sat on the floor Fuck it's cold on this train My headphones died and the signals down again Looking for reasons to believe in a heart that's barely beating Is this city even good for me? Is it even good for me? To the hotel in a taxi through the rain There's no windows in this room is it night or day Looking for reasons to believe in a song I'm barely feeling I'll be heading home soon anyway I'm freaking out Is it already over Over my shoulder now I'm leaving town Is it already over It's only October, how? Back at home No one seems to stick around When I give myself some time, I feel I'm missing out Is this city even good for me? Is this city really what I need? I'm freaking out Is it already over Over my shoulder now I'm leaving town Is it already over It's only October, how? I'm running circles Caught in cycles Silly me for chasin dreams when I can't even sleep Turn the light out And hit the brakes now I live and breathe at lightening speed I need to slow it down I'm freaking out Is it already over It's only October How?