So Called Love 가사

I'm always seeing different shades of you And in my mind they look the same But when it turns to crimson red from midnight blue The silver lining fades away I’m looking pale and I need something new You used to take away the pain But now we always have a different point of view Still, I'm calling out your name Now you're pushing me aside like it ended I’m trying to understand it You're fucking with all my senses Now my mind is too conflicted By this so-called love I just can't get my head around it 'Cause it hurts enough How can we go back to the place we started? In this so-called love In this so-called love I don't want you to be my alcohol Now you're a habit and I'm never gonna break it I'm crying, I’m bleeding With my head against the wall Back to square one and I can’t reshape it You're pushing me aside like it ended I’m trying to understand this I can't figure out my senses And now my mind is so conflicted But this so-called love I just can't get my head around it 'Cause it hurts enough How can we go back to the place we started? And this so-called love And this so-called love Still begging, still needing We made mistakes we’re repeating Now I'm crying and I'm bleeding For this so-called love Still angry, and I'm feeling We made a mess, now we're healing And I'm trying to believe in this so-called love