Glum 가사

I cut my hair to feel brand new Still saw the old me in the mirror Changed my shirt, my point of view But every color felt much grayer I tell my friends I'm doing fine Crack a joke, I play it dumb But every laugh is out of time And every night I come undone I try to paint it gold But it keeps turning blue I say I've let you go But I'm still stuck on you I'm feeling glum, glum Like the sky won't open up Hands in my pockets Heart in a slump I'm feeling glum, glum Yeah, I hate what I've become Smile for the picture Break when it's done I'm feeling glum Your coffee cup is in my sink Been three damn weeks, I let it stay I tell myself I shouldn't think But I replay you every day I hear your voice inside my head Like it's got a rented room You said some things you never meant But they still echo in the gloom I try to paint it gold But it keeps turning blue I say I've let you go But I'm still stuck on you I'm feeling glum, glum Like the sky won't open up Hands in my pockets Heart in a slump I'm feeling glum, glum Yeah, I hate what I've become Smile for the picture Break when it's done I'm feeling glum Maybe I'm dramatic Maybe I'm a mess Maybe I'm just honest When I'm overthinking us Maybe it's the healing Maybe it's the truth Maybe I just lost myself The day I lost you I'm feeling glum, glum But I'm not giving up Hands out my pockets Facing the Sun I'm feeling glum, glum But I won't stay this numb Maybe tomorrow I'll learn how to run I'm feeling glum But I'm not done