Can't keep crying 가사

Always in my head, but I never know Always had a vision, but I never show Always had a heart, till I had it broke My friends want me around, but I'm out alone My mama always calls when I'm on the phone I'll call her when I have it in my schedule So fuck if I'm the problem Not like I could solve 'em I don't wanna live with the consequence of winning I'm fighting the feeling, but I can't keep trying Wanna believe it, but I can't keep lying Thought about breathing, but I'm undecided It's harder to smile, but I can't keep crying So what's another plane, another bus over to Phoenix? What's the point of dreaming if I never get to sleeping? What's the point of love if I don't ever get to keep it? (No, I can't fight it, I can't) Is it really living if I never find a meaning? Is it really growing if I always hit the ceiling? Thought I was above it, yet somehow I'm in between it So fuck if I'm the asshole I just wanna get home Asking for direction, but nobody can answer I'm fighting the feeling, but I can't keep trying Wanna believe it, but I can't keep lying Thought about breathing, but I'm undecided It's harder to smile, but I can't keep crying Like, oh Always wanna leave, but I can't go home Almost fell asleep, but I can't go broke Hate the way it feels, but I can't let go I can't let go No, I can't fuck up Trying not to think, but I think too much Trying not to move, but the world moves on Start to feel dizzy, but I can't let go I can't let go So I'm fighting the feeling, but I can't keep trying Wanna believe it, but I can't keep lying Thought about breathing, but I'm undecided It's harder to smile, but I can't keep crying (I can't-can't, can't keep crying) (I can't-can't, can't keep crying) (I can't-can't, can't keep crying) (Can't keep crying, I can't keep) (I can't-can't, can't keep crying) (I can't-can't, can't keep crying) (I can't-can't, can't keep crying) (Can't keep crying, I can't keep)