Before I'm Dead 가사

I'm taking all mistakes I committed And digging in my dreams Lonely watching my collections of unregretted sins I'm not the lonely type but friends keeps to disappear I wonder how many will be with me when the end comes near I wipe my eyes I look inside I say I will do better But I can't get way of the fetter I hope for someone to find out the meaning of my pain Do what thou wilt, the will should be greater than fate So far, beaten down by life's conformity I am looking in you for someone who will stay when it’s time to leave I keep comparing the lives I might have lived People say: you're so young and bright, but I still feel like shit Stuck in my own rituals they were supposed to improve myself But better version for myself is not something you used to see I waste my time Time becomes life Life becomes past And I can't turn back Don't hope for someone to find out the meaning of your pain Do what thou wilt, the will should be greater than fate So far, beaten down by life's conformity I am looking in you for someone who will stay when it’s time to leave So far away I still believe I can find for myself So far away