Doubt 가사

I felt it happening so fast, Although at first it took a while. I was no one to dwell on the past, But it chased away my smile. I felt no grave questions to ask, Until they burst into the open. I did not see the fragile mask, Atop all that was unspoken. Did i walk down the right path? Did i make the right decisions? It is then that i feel doubt, Afraid that it is all i am. It pervades my life throughout, And there is no one else to blame. Sometimes it makes me want to cry, And let it out as best i might. Sometimes i feel i want to die, And fade away into the night. I thought my life can be a blast, With odds that are there to defy. I did not mind it to be fast, Never look back and rather die. I did not think the dice were cast, With fate looming in the distance. But i felt it take hold at last, When it crushed all my resistance. It is then that i feel doubt, Afraid that it is all i am. It pervades my life throughout, And there is no one else to blame. Sometimes it makes me want to cry, And let it out as best i might. Sometimes i feel i want to die, And fade away into the night. I will live with it all the same. I will live with it all the same. It is then that i know doubt, But it is not all i am. I will bring my life about, And live with it all the same.