Second Reality 가사

I thought in the end i had found a home, But it was all just an illusion. I thought this was where i would not be alone, Instead it plunged me deep into confusion. I thought there was always something To condone. But in the end i saw it would not work out. I considered those gloomy times to be gone, But now they were back, so beyond a doubt. I can feel all the barriers torn down, And all my thoughts, they feel so light and free. All the baggage that died with my last frown, To make way for a second reality. I can feel so much that has gone away, With that darkness no more a part of me. All the things i thought forced me to stay, Now forgotten with a past reality. I can feel it die away without sound, Like a fading image of a past me, With no place in the freedom i have found, Living in this second reality. But i need to leave my place below deck, So long have i felt it is long past twelve. When i need to turn and never look back, To go where i can just be myself. I know somewhere i skidded off the track, But i just could not see clearly back then. I need to leave behind all that slack, And find out once more who i really am.